Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Beauty in Death

Let me start with an extreamely obvious statement...I love creation. I say this to myself and it seems so obvious, but I do, I really love looking around at the world that God has created and trying to take it all in, which of course is impossible due to its greatness. I love the colors that fill every space around me, the smell of grass, the way the chilly air nips at my skin, the sounds of all the tiny animals going about their business, and the silent voyage of dead leaves as they so gently float and twirl down to the ground. More than I love seeing and hearing and feeling creation all around me, one of my favorite things is when God gently reminds me of one of His truths through all that He has established.
This very thing happened as I was driving home from work the other day. I noticed how the leaves had all changed colors and how Fall was offically in season.
Don't you just love this season?? Can anyone argue that we are surrounded, for a short time, with vibrant colors which demand attention and force you to stop and notice them? It is as if they are saying "look at me, aren't I glorious?"

Now I have known for many years...probably since about the first grade...that the leaves on trees die during Autumn, and that is why their color changes...we all know that. The thought that was new for me, was that it is the death of these leaves that brings about their beauty. For they can not change without the death.
"There is great beauty in death." That is the quote I heard in my head. Of course the only thing I could think about then was how beautiful the death of Jesus, my Savior, was, and how His death and resurection has brought about my new life.
I began thinking about how I am commanded to "die to myself" in order that I might have life, the life that only Jesus can give. I am so thankful that because of Christ, and because I am in Christ, when the God of our universe looks down on me, instead of seeing me for who I really am, with my filth and dirt, He sees nothing but the blood of Christ and the beauty that is Christ.

Oh how I love that even the little things, like the changing of leaves, screams the truth of Jesus. It may be a silent scream, but none the less, it makes me wonder, if I take moments to pause, and look for Jesus, where else will I find Him?

How thankful I am that I am a new creation, ever changing to become more like Christ. Not because of anything I am choosing to do, but because of what Chirst has already done for me.


And how thankful I am for a soverign God, who is majestic enough, to remind me of His love for me, even in something as tiny as a leaf.


"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. All this is from God, who through Christ reconciled us to himself and gave us the ministry of reconciliation"
2 Corinthians 5: 17-18






Thursday, November 1, 2012

Resting in Him


I am realizing how much I miss writing. I am also realizing how I want to start keeping track of my thoughts, not because my thoughts are ground breaking by any measure, but because the more I read, pray, and think on the ways of the Lord, the closer I feel to Him, and anything that draws me nearer to Him, well...that is worth jotting down.

For the title of this blog, I must say "thank you" to Mr. Andrew Peterson. Oh how I could think of many songs that you have written that have breathed new life into my day, and have warmed my bones (and more importanly...my heart) on the cold and dark early morning drives into work. Every album I have the same thought "It can't he get any better." and then...you come out with the next collection of brilliant stories through song and I always stand corrected. 
Rest Easy is one of those songs that puts everything into perspective for me. No matter what I do on any given day, whether it be glorious or just plain rotten, nothing can change the way God views me. He sees me as His child, because I am, and in that and only because of that, can I rest easy, always.

So this blog is dedicated to moving through the ins and outs of life, learning more and more about what God has in store for us, and striving to find my rest in Him alone.

"But he said to me "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."
2 Corinthians 12: 9

Here's to Resting Easy